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So I drew my third page for Overland in a month today.

I know this might sound slackerly and stupid, but my God am I relieved. The one thing that had been really eating at me for the past four months was the complete absence of any inclination to draw. And it wasn't like I didn't want to...but I'd start and just the accompanying drive to continue wouldn't come at all. So I'd have a page of Overland sitting there for weeks and weeks and it'd be like pulling teeth just to get myself to finish it. And even when I finished it there was...nothing. No joy, not sense of accomplishment.

I was terrified.

But slowly, day by day it's been getting better. A lot better. Finishing this last page of Overland was ten times easier and just more fun than the first page I did this month. I'm just...I'm so happy. You don't even know.

In other news- [livejournal.com profile] eto! I got your present! Thank you soooo much!! ;o; The cookies and everything...it's perfect (I was looking for a mini-sketchbook too!). Y'know, I was thinking of maybe coming up to Washington for my Spring Break...we'll see how that goes, eh? :D

Just one more day until I leave for Japan, eeee!

Date: 2008-12-31 07:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] eto.livejournal.com
Yaaay! I'm so glad it got there before you left. XD You didn't specify what kind of bat you wanted so you get something retarded-looking. *laughs* Still, I am very glad you enjoy. <3 Happy late holidays!

And it would be so super special awesome to have you visit!! :D Let me know if anything definate comes up so I can request the time off work... I have a tiny apartment but I'm sure we can set you up for some couch-surfing if you don't want a hotel. <3 You're always welcome here lil'sis. :3

Date: 2009-01-01 01:45 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cetriya.livejournal.com
miss you from the internet. Glad you're feeling better, I have some goals I want to do and thats to include drawing a lot more.

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